Or how hard it is to look in the eyes of people you once knew and see a reflection of a time lapse of how you "grew apart"
Perhaps it's the honesty of seeing someone turn into a whole other form....someone you barely know.....someone you barely like
I am really struggling and no one told me I would be in bed with 1001 ways of how my life is falling apart and have no one to call and say "Hi"
Well I could call him or her but no one will ask "B, how are you?" And truly mean it
I wish someone told me that people wouldn't anticipate until they heard "I'm good" to dismiss my start to ask for help before ....."so, do you remember about .....?"
No one truly cares
It's either- someone wants to prove they are here for you. You know the ones that give you advice before even hearing everything you have to say
Beloved, sometimes I just want to cry and rant and cry and cry until I am empty
It's either- you get the response "Saaaaaaaameeee, OMG me too" like Sis pls ...SOS
It's either - "you never open up to me, I feel like you don't tell me anything" bro can you allow me to process these emotions first and when I speak will you really listen?
Sometimes it's the little things I want to share.... but those get dismissed. Being tired and having a headache may be a gateway of me expressing myself
Truly be there for people and listen. Perhaps that friend continuously complaining about a headache has been crying himself to sleep everyday for a week. "Why you always chatting about you headache man?"
It's either or
