I always thought my baby would fill the void until I had my baby and made him void
Friday, 24 November 2017
25.
Am I wired wrongly?
Does artery go away and my vein towards?
Kemi, I do not see my life past 25.
I see I turn 21 and I don’t know what happens
But when I turn twenty five the next day I wake up and everything is black
All I see is darkness
There is absolutely nohing afterwards
I can see you’re confused
Okay so I go to bed and when I open my eyes I see black everywhere!!
Here is no texture
Or grain
Just a constant consistency
And I completely dissolve into black
And that is the end.
Does artery go away and my vein towards?
Kemi, I do not see my life past 25.
I see I turn 21 and I don’t know what happens
But when I turn twenty five the next day I wake up and everything is black
All I see is darkness
There is absolutely nohing afterwards
I can see you’re confused
Okay so I go to bed and when I open my eyes I see black everywhere!!
Here is no texture
Or grain
Just a constant consistency
And I completely dissolve into black
And that is the end.
//
You need to put it back, everything you stole
If you could place it quietly in the shadows perfectly like it never went
It is a lie
Don’t be ashamed
Exude the same confidence to steal
Put it back
We need to see you put it back
We must indulge in the way your eyes cannot meets hers
The ancestors must feel the weight when you put it back and the ground must shake
So loudly, ever so vigorously
(because they know now they can rest ; the gods have listened)
And it’s all back.
//
You need to put it back, everything you stole
If you could place it quietly in the shadows perfectly like it never went
It is a lie
Don’t be ashamed
Exude the same confidence to steal
Put it back
We need to see you put it back
We must indulge in the way your eyes cannot meets hers
The ancestors must feel the weight when you put it back and the ground must shake
So loudly, ever so vigorously
(because they know now they can rest ; the gods have listened)
And it’s all back.
//
They want us as sweet and white as sugar but instead turn us into salt
Then they proclaim we misled them because how are you supposed to tell the difeerence between sugar and salt
You must taste it
One handful they gauge and gauge untl their molars rot and fall out and they say eurgh! We should never have touched it
One handful instantly gets spat out leaving a their mouth salivating, hey you, they spit and spit yet they can not get it out and they say eugh! We should never have put that in us!
Good heavens we are tired!
Then they proclaim we misled them because how are you supposed to tell the difeerence between sugar and salt
You must taste it
One handful they gauge and gauge untl their molars rot and fall out and they say eurgh! We should never have touched it
One handful instantly gets spat out leaving a their mouth salivating, hey you, they spit and spit yet they can not get it out and they say eugh! We should never have put that in us!
Good heavens we are tired!
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