I apologise for all the moments I failed you
I am truly sorry for everytime I delayed the healing process
I feel bad for the moments you were fighting to be free from the shakles of your bed to bleed out words which will free you quicker than anyone can let you go
I know I should have et you cry, let you feel, let you die a little just to come back to me
I imagined it would be more painful but
I was wrong
I deceived you to think it’s okay
I need to always do right by you
I should be more kind to myself